Life is about being myself
Someone only I can be
Someone only I can understand
Someone that is unlike everyone else
Someone that has something unique
Because I am ME
I believe that we all have our moments that we feel....Wow...It's different...he is different....she is different...I'm different....Cause changes happen even when you less expect it...You might just wake up one day finding yourself going through a phase that makes you feel "I've changed...I'm different now"....No one can tell you if these differences are right wrong...Because most people are different when it comes to certain standards and their way of thinking...So a good change that leads to a nicer difference could be a bad one in someone else's eyes....I think a lot has changed in me and a lot is still remaining the same....Now, I'm living a different life phase never thought I would be living...not now at least....Wonder how that will turn up to be...But I'm believing that everything will turn out to be fine...hopefully...
Today morning sucks!! I woke up in a good mood and everything was great till it got ruined by stupid things. I'm still annoyed and don't know how to keep up my cool. I'm reaching a point where I feel that I can't keep everything inside and need to spill some things out. It's causing me pain to keep these things inside especially when they annoy me this much. I know I will probably keep my mouth shut and never talk about it and even forget about it totally later on, but I know that forgetting about it doesn't mean it will be gone...I know it will hunt me later when I'm upset or annoyed...cuz that's just the way I am...I never forget anything no matter what whether they're good things or bad things...The memories are kept inside of me forever I guess...
I heard this new song for Selena Gomez that has wonderful lyrics. Even the official video for the song is amazing. I would love to share this song with everyone and simply tell you all that no one is supposed to tell you what you are even those who knows you...Because deep down you all know that no one knows you like yourself...
Work is finally getting serious till the point there is no time to do everything, but I like that...I like my colleagues; everyone are nice. There are things happening in my personal life that is making me say "Thank God it could have been worse"...I believe that having my hubby with me is what makes me think in that way...Somehow with him being by my side, every problem seems small and simple...Makes me appreciate him a lot and wonder how life would be like if he wasn't with me right now...it's hard for me to remember how my life used to be before I married him...Which makes me wonder again, when did I love him this much till the point he's my top priority....Makes me wonder indeed...
Wednesday, June 15, 2011
Life is a mysterious thing...We could go on forever and no one will be satisfied with his/her life...It's the human nature...Nothing seems to satisfy us humans no matter how things were...Even in the times of our happienss, we sometimes spoil it by doing something stupid or thinking about something else losing our focus on being simply happy....I'm writing this while thinking about a friend who I hope have found happiness in what she's doing...
It's been ages since the last time I've been here. A lot of things changed in my life. I finally started working, moved to another city and living a happy life with my love. I think that a lot of things happened in a short time that at some points during my day I wonder about my grounds and where am I standing right now, everything feels so surreal. I always thought that love is a great thing and it turns out I was right. I won't say I'm living a perfect life, but I'm having a good one :)
I've been missing a lot of my friends lately, it's been a while since the last time I saw a lot of them. Hope that an occasion will occur that will give me the opportunity to see them.
I still can't believe that almost one year has passed since my graduation and almost all my friends are graduating right now. Wow, that makes me feeling old :p