The Need For Changes...

Have you ever reached a point where you wanted to make new changes. It started almost 3 months ago where I started to make changes in my room. I changed my room style, my bed sheet, the carpet and soon will change my curtains and bed sheet again, lol!

It reached a point where the change was obvious on some of my clothes and me as well. Some things have changed in me, but others are still in the progress. I believe that I needed those changes and I'm glad I did change in different ways.

I feel that these changes are making me happier...I wonder if it will make me get used to changing things once in a while...But, I don't think little changes will hurt...

"You're not a wave, you're a part of the ocean"

What Doesn't Kill You Make You Stronger

Sitting alone in the dark in my room while looking at my surroundings where I laid my eyes on my candles. I remembered how fire is hateful to us because it cause us pain. But then I realized, sometimes we need to feel pain and go through something hurtful to become stronger. If I started to count the happy moments and sad ones I had in my whole life till now, it would be hard. Because I had hundreds of happy moments, but thousands of sad ones. Or so that's what my memory tells me. But my heart knows how wrong that is....

We all go through bad times and happy times almost equally. The smile I have from hearing a joke is a happy moment. The laughs and the fun I feel with my friends is a happy moment. The glow in my eyes when I see someone close to me happy is another happy moment. The thought of me being healthy, being able to see, hear, touch and feel, walk and run around is another happy moment. The bless of having a religion that warms the heart and make your soul peaceful is also a happy moment. I realized how we tend to forget what are we happy for or our happy moments in our lives, but we always remember the bad and painful things. I'm one of those people who can't forget what happens. Not in happy moments, nope....I can't forget when I get hurt....When I feel pain....When I lose something precious....and the list continues....So, let's take some moment to think to ourselves, what are we happy for?

I know I'm talking in everyone's place when I say, our happiest moment currently is being alive surrounded by our beloved ones, family in this holy month. I think our happy moments also keep us stronger just as the sad ones.  

New Life...New Path

It's been a long journey...I even lost count of the days...

It took me by surprise that five years have finally passed...

I definitely wasn't prepared...I'm still not prepared....

So many things I need to think about...

So many choices to make....

So many options to choose from...

But that how life is....

It's NEVER easy, but not always HARD!

I wonder what my next step will be?

How will my new journey start?

I didn't set up my mind yet! 

I'm just waiting for a sign...

A sign that will let me know...

This is how it's supposed to be...

This is what it's meant to be...