~ Final Exams ~

"Hard times always give me the ability to continue, teach me how hard life is and whatever comes at that time is horrible, but in the end after I get what I want and reach my goal, everything draws a smile on my face because of the pleasure feeling that comes after the hard work"

It's been a long time since my last post in here and it's because I had a lot going on and I needed to take care of cause they are my top priority. Mostly it's because of the quizes, projects, tests, homework and now finals. I don't even have the time to have fun or actually I do, but it's a little and not as I used to have before >.<


A lot have been going on. I finished one of my finals and I'm starting my second one next week. I have been through a lot considering a project with my group which I totally ended up hating myself for it. I wanted another subject for the project and it ended up being something totally different and I ended up doing all the work too which was kind of disappointing because the group is people I know and I'm kind of considering them as friends, but they totally showed as something else. Still, they are good people that I enjoy hang out with, but they are not cool at all when it comes to work. I was planning on working alone on the project I want, but I felt bad for them because I'm going to leave them alone without help and they are only two and I'm the third in the group which is supposed to be 5-6 actually, so it's truly not fair and anyway it was good, but not fun so it's kind of lost the whole purpose.

Other than that, I've been having a good chats with some friends online and I truly discovered that I'm so opened online and closed in real life. It's like I am a totatly different person :p but it's kind of fun since that more than enough to me to be who I want to be, but can't in real life. Trust is a big issue for me and it's not like I don't trust others, it's just openning up to them that is a whole different story.

Anyway, some of the fun I had last week was me and friend SomZ made something that made us laugh so hard, but enjoy our time in the same time. This is what we wrote:


I saw her in the street wearing red and white
She caught my heart really uptight
She said hi, I said bye
I wanted to talk but I was really shy
She called her mom and told a lie
That I talked to her, but she didn’t reply
I was really shocked and gave her the eye
She said I’m sorry but I had to try
I said don’t worry, and waved goodbye
She turned around and started to cry
I couldn’t resist the tears in her eyes
She was too cute to be passed by
Except I knew, she was playing high
I went to her and said why
She said just go, don’t even try
You had your chance and you let it fly
She played it tough, acting hard to get
I told her fine! I don’t give a shit

LOL, that was funny to make and truly changed my mood. Anyway, that's all for now and I'm not sure if I'll be able to post soon or after the finals, but see you till next time.


For those who are reading this, I missed all of you guys especially Funky, Mitsu, Faith, AD_Queen and TL. I've been wondering how were you lately and sorry I'm not even viewing your blogs anymore, but I will after I finish my finals, start my summer holiday and have fun like a mad girl :p