~ Back again ~

It's been a long time since my last post and I'm glad to post again after finishing a long sad time of finals and school. Most of the grades aren't as I expected and in the end I failed to raisemy GPA, but I hope that will change in the future though.

So, I was planning on taking a summer course, but I didn't find any in my uni, so I decided to take one in Italy, but sadly, the trip was canceled in the end. It's for the better though since in this way I'll be able to enjoy my holidy especially that I don't feel like studying at all. The first thing I did after finishing my finals was playing videogames or to be exact PS2. Then, I was planning on going to the cinema, but I didn't like any of the movies shown at that time, so I went to the arcade instead and kept playing the whole day till my legs couldn't carry me anymore :p

Motsly, my holiday is playing videogames, or watching movies, or designing, or writing, or being online. I wanted to take some learning courses online at least at the beginning of July, but I didn't yet. I'm planning to though since I want to take advantage of this holiday. I'm thinking of taking some programming lessons and learning more of Japanese language. I hope that it will be enjoyable as I believe it will be.

Lately, I've been having trouble sleeping. I always have problem with my sleeping habits from time to time, but this time is bad as before when I was in uni. At that time,. I couldn't sleep at all or at least for 1 or 2 hours only. But now, I ca't sleep no matter how hard I try till I get really tired and can't open my eyes anymore. I mean, I stay almost everyday till 9 am or even more. I sometimes even stay till 1 pm or more. My mom is really mad at me and want me to change my sleeping habits and I hope I'll be able to since I know it's not good for my body. but, I tried so many times and I even go to bed early and stay for more than 5 hours not feeling sleepy at all. So, I'm kind of tired of wasting my time like that and thought of taking advantage of it by doing something. It seems like my mom rather me staying in bed than doing anything at all :p

I'm currently listening to a lovely song that I truly like which called "Dear Life" from "Step Up" movie soundtracks and I just love this song. Here the lyrics for the song.

"Dear Life"

Oh my baby, Oh my Love
Oooooooooh woah, oh, woah...woah

Early was the morn
Flowers filled with dew
I became somebody through loving you
Softly as a child
Born in natural rain
I predict the seasons to go unchanged

Sometimes in life
You run across a love unknown,
Without a reason, it seems like you belong
Hold on Dear Life
Don’t go off running from what’s new
I became somebody through loving you

Warm was the sun
That covered my body so
Reminded me of you as I’d first known
Those was the days
The days that changed my life
And made me new
I became somebody through loving you

Sometimes in life
You run across a love unknown
Without a reason, it feels like you belong
Hold on Dear Life
Don’t go off running from what’s new
I became somebody through loving you

As the sun shined
Down on me
I know with you in love is where I wanna be
Oooh sometimes
I go on through life
thinking that love is something that
Not meant for me

Woooah...Somebody, somebody.

Hold on dear life
Don’t go off running from what’s new
I became somebody through loving you
I became somebody through loving you
Oh, I became somebody through loving you
Woah, oh. Oooooooooooo


I don't have anything more to say, nothing really happened, it's the same old things all over again. I just missed my friends and I certainly will check on your blogs soon. Take care till then and wish you all a good day! :)