A Vist To The Past

Last weekend, I went out shopping in my city for bathroom stuff like shampoo, body lotion, Johnson products and etc. I had this urge while being out to go to a shop that was next to our old home. I wanted to go inside, but my bro didn't let me. I was going to ignore him and go inside it anyway, but seeing how small it is and crowded with guys, I changed my mind. It was 10 pm and I asked my bro to buy a lot of candies, chips, soft drinks and etc from the shop.

I don't know why I had this feeling, but I truly wanted to go back to the old me, the me who saw that shop huge at that time, the me who was pure knowing nothing about the real world, the me who was innocent holding no grudge to anyone. I just missed those old days. Some people still tell me that I'm way too innocent, but I disagree with them. I've been through a lot of pain in this life that made me trust no one. My best friends are the only ones who has my trust, but since I've been betrayed more than once before, it made me ready for anything from anyone even those who are close to me.

"Trust is truly a nightmare that's why you shouldn't be too absorbed in it. It's the same with love which is another nightmare that makes you blind to see what's truly going on in front of you."

However, I still need to taste the latter in order to confirm it since I only felt it radiating from the others.

~A lesson I learned recently~

When you lose your way and path in the present life, go back to the past and search for who you were, eventually, you'll find your path again and manage to walk through it to the future.