When I close my eyes
I can see you clearly
With a smile on your face
You opened your arms for me
When I close my eyes
I can hear you whispering
With a nice breeze of your breath
You told me “I love you”
When I close my eyes
I can feel your touch
With those hands of yours
You held me closely
When I close my eyes
I wish I never opened them
Knowing you will not be there
Wanting to stay in the dream forever
"Loneliness"
Loneliness kills me inside
Pulling me to a dark room
Blind cover everything
Not being able to see anything
I move around searching
For someone to show me the way
The way to my home
The way to my life
Nothing feels the same
Pain is everywhere
Trying to ignore the thoughts
Trying to ignore the pain
Not knowing how to leave
Not knowing the way to the door
I keep on searching
Not giving up yet
Thinking about the reason
Why should I return?
Will someone miss me now
Then I hear a voice within me
A voice that tells me
You are not alone
" To forgive "
To forgive
Is not to forget
To forgive
Is not to hold back
To forgive you need to know
That after it you will let go
To forgive is to remember
That we have a room in our heart
To start all over again
"Thoughts"
Being lost in my thoughts
without figuring out a thing
Being confused by my heart
without knowing what it means
Being hurt by some friends
without having any reasons
Being stubborn by my pride
without thinking about others
Being thinking about all of this
without sorting anything yet
" Missing Piece "
Knowing that I need to do something
Yet not being able to change anything
Wondering about how I am to you
Yet not accepting to know the answer
Having no reason to be this confused
Yet not believing the emptiness in my soul
Wanting to know your place in my heart
Yet not being able to admit it to myself
Asking a lot of questions on my mind
Yet not having anyone to answer them
Trying to believe that you weren't a dream
Yet not seeing any sign of you to say you aren't
Wishing for you to show up in my life again
Yet not ready to be in pain all over again
Admitting defeat is what I really should say
Yet not being able to give up on you in this way
Hoping that you read this wherever you are
Yet not sure if that's what I truly want
Having nothing more to add or say
Yet not happy to finish it this way
I made a wallpaper after a long time, hope you like it because I know I did ^_^
http://www.imagehost.ro/viewer.php?img=141440334620bdb18ddd5
The avatars I made are this:
I don't think I'll be posting soon, but I'll try to as soon as I finish my exams and have some free time. Wish you all a good day!!
PS: Mitsu, Funky, Faith, AD_Queen, TL, and for those I forgot to mention. I miss you all and hope you're doing great guys!! Take care and see ya soon! ^_^
