♥ To my Friends ♥

This semester been a complete mess and I've been extremely busy with school and projects that I didn't have time for most of you anymore. I missed many of you and been enjoying the company of some of you. There are words I hope they'll reach you to tell you how much I appreciate your existence in my life.

To Somz ♥

OMG Girl, I've missed you like hell!! I'm sorry that our plans get ruined each time we decide or set a date. I miss having you around and how we get crazy together and simply enjoy our time. I miss hanging out with you till late at night. I miss writing poems and songs with you where we laugh out loud for making out a weird or messy line. I still don't clearly remember how we got together, but I remember how we got to know each other in John Abraham's class. You're my dearest sister and my best friend who I love and adore so much. I can't wait to see your lovely daughter and sit with you to have a good chat. I missed you a lot and I feel like I hadn't seen you for ages. Love you babe! *chuuuuuuu*

PS: I still can't believe that you're graduating and I won't be seeing you in the university again >_<

To Nona ♥

I love how you are there for me when I need to explain something to someone, but I get lost picking the right words.
I love how you share with me the same personality, thoughts, ideas and many other things that cannot be described in words.
I love how we clicked and became friends without realizing at all and how it happened so fast that we don't even remember how it begun.
I love how you calm me with being your presence and assure me that nothing is impossible and we can make it through the day.
You are my second best friend who I truly cherish from the bottom of my heart.
Mwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa7

PS: Let's enjoy this summer by doing something fun!! ^^

To Soul ♥

I missed you a lot ex-roommate. I was truly happy to know that you're planning on taking the summer course and I can't wait to be your roommate again. I still can't forget how I spent my first year in university homeless staying in your room that contain 5 girls including me, lol. I spent most of my uni life with you as my roommate and I've been missing how that feels like. Although we weren't as close as this during highschool, but you are the closest high school friend to me among all the others. I'm grateful for you for being there for me when I needed your help and a shelter. Hope 3lawee is doing great and don't forget to kiss him for me. Can't wait till you come back to the college. Will be waiting for you!
Love you sweetie! :)

PS: I miss waking up to see you cooking for us the breakfast in the living room!! >.<

To Stranger ♥

I miss how we used to hang out to watch Indian episodes or Japanese funny clips or admire singers and dancers or walk around the dorms for hours and talk like there is no tomorrow. I miss how we both ask each other for advices or opinions on a particular person because we both the type who analyze people and know them after one encounter. I know that I've been very busy to hang with you anymore and most our meetings are in the college and in coincidence. I can't believe that next semester I'm going to go for the internship and the semester that follows, you'll be the one going to the internship and so we won't be able to hang out like before again. But thankfully, we have this summer and I can't wait to enjoy it with you. Love you girl! CLICK! ^___^

PS: Lets hang out this week whenever you're free.

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Will continue with the letters later..

XOXO

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How does it feel when you find yourself going around a circle not knowing your destination as if you're driving into a roundabout continuously without stopping??

The outcome will simply be feeling dizzy and fidgety.

Imagine been through a week where all you can feel is pure stress, tiredness and hunger to sleep normally. And after going through such a week and instead of getting what you wanted which is a simply appreciation, you get the opposite instead crashing you real hard in unexpected way.

And here I was, believing little bit about the "Law of Attraction" and how if I believed in something, I will get it which I did. I believed that we're going to knock them down with our demo and presentation, but unfortunately, it didn't happen.

I still can't forgive the teacher at all for killing my hopes like that. I don't hate him, but I feel like I truly don't want to see him ever again in my life. I wonder when I became this person, who holds grudges against people. I still remember the time when I used to be a kid, with a big white heart pure as the snow who couldn't hate anyone even if she tried to.

I guess, there will come a time when I will go through a situation as twice as bad as this one that will make me laugh at this memory thinking that this was definitely nothing.

Thinking about the future scares me. Even though I sometimes complain about university, I wonder how things will be for me after I graduate. Where will I work? How will it be like? What about marriage? Kids? Responsibility? Busy life? More stress? No time for fun? All this keeps running through my head all the time helping me to be patient through the one year left for me in the university knowing that, it will be nothing compared to the outside world far away from the university walls that are protecting us.

So here I am, alone, wondering, about the future, remembering the past and living the present...

PS: Thanks Nona for the picture! ^___^