ღ Taking Over My Life ღ

Recently, I feel like uni is taking all my time. I rarely have any fun now and I am almost busy with projects, work and studying all the time. To say the truth, it's not that I study that much, but it's more like I have a load of work that takes a lot of my time or actually most of my time.

Anyway, the fun and happy things that happened to me from summer till now are a lot. One of them is being accepted as an MSP (Microsoft Student Partner)which is a nice opportunity for having Microsoft sponsor us, so we can or able to do fun stuff or at least activities that attract the students. It's a great experience as I see it and I hope that my internship will be with them. We had one meeting with Microsoft till now which was in summer holiday and I truly enjoyed my time there because I learned a lot of new technologies they are working on and of course, seeing my friends made me happy as well.

Another thing is being part of CITA where I met AD_Queen seeing a great shock on her face, ha ha ha. That something I won't forget I guess, it was fun meeting and I had fun and I am so looking forward to working with them.

Some other things is that one of my favorite idols has came back from studying abroad and now completing his activities, his tours and he's working on a new drama that I am currently watching which is called "Yukan Club".

Can't say more guys because I have finished my class now and I have to meet my sis which is here in uni and her dorm is close to mine (kind of cool to have a sis, you never know when you need something and ask her to bring it to me or something, LOL). That mostly it! Missed you a lot Funky, I hope that I will see you soon sweety ^_^ and AD_Queen: Looking forward to see you again! :)

ღ Sleeping Habits ღ

Shot at 2007-08-21

This pic sums up my state right now. I'm tired and little exhausted from my sleeping habits. It's growing bad with days and I'm worried about my first week in uni.

"When do you sleep?"

A simple question I always hear and especially in the holiday since I was truly missing sleeping so much in uni since there are times that I have to stay all night long to study or work for a project. usually in this holiday, I sleep at 9 am. Sometimes I stay up like today and maybe more like 3 pm or something. I know it's bad for the body, but I can't help it. I can't control it. It's the same thing if I am in bed, I stay for 5 hours most of the time trying to sleep, so I started of making a strategy to tire and exhaust myself up to be able to sleep. But, sometimes that fails to happen because I have the ability to stay awake for the whole day.

Whenever I am in bed, I keep thinking and thinking for hours and hours which is tiring to the mind. Therefore, I rather being online, checking on things or watching movies than staying still in bed. I hope I can find a solution for this soon. At least, before uni starts or I'll be in a serious trouble.

Now, I'm out for good this time!!
Peace!

ღ Korean and Japanese Drama ღ

As I promised before, I'll post information about a few dramas that I watched during this holiday. I'll also post link for you all to download the episodes as well or watch them online. I will start with a Japanese Drama called Hana Kimi.


Shot at 2007-08-20

Title: Hana Kimi (Hanazakari no Kimitachi e) / For You in Full Blossom
Genre: High school Romance Comedy
Episodes: 12
Status: Unfinished / Currently airing


Story

This Drama is based on the popular manga from the same name. The story is about Ashiya Mizuki, a girl who idolizes a guy named Sano Izumi who compete in the High Jump on the t.v, but suddenly stops for an injury. In order to make her idol jump again, she run away from home (U.S) to Japan to be closer to him. She transfer to his High School, but the problem is, it's an all-boys school. So, her adventure of keeping her secret uncovered and pretend to be a guy in an all-boys high school starts.


~ Spoilers ~

Ashiya who transfered all the way to an all-boys school just to meet her idol Sano to convince him to high jump again had a main reason. When Sano was in U.S for a competition, he was badly injured because he saved a girl who was surrounded by bad men at night. That girl was Ashiya herself. That's the reason why she wanted to make him jump again because she feels responsible for what happened to him.

She told her family that she wanted to do something really important for her in Japan. Although they didn't agree, she cut her hair and left U.S (ran from home) and applied to the school which Sano in. She learned how to act, dress, eat and talk like guys which worked very well till she was injured in a marathon and had to go to the nurse's office where her identity was discovered by Dr. Umeda Hokuto. But, after knowing her reasons, he supported her and helped her each time she needed a help.

However, is she's really going to survive now that she moved to Sano's room and started being his roommate?? Will she be able to keep her identity uncovered, or will Sano know that she's a girl?? How will everybody else react if they knew? and how will Nakatsu Shuichi react after having a hard time dealing with his feelings towards her, thinking that she's a guy and he's starting to be a homosexual. This Japanese drama is truly funny. I'm a big fan of Hana Kimi since I read the manga and I loved it. There is also a Taiwanese series of Hana Kimi as well, but the Japanese version is much better.

So far, my rate is 10/10 for this drama. I love the funny soundtracks, the awesome graphics, the funny and different characters and of course the story. I just love the comedy and funny moments this series have. Here is a music video to see how funny this drama is, showing how Nakatsu likes Ayashi, lol. Enjoy ^_^



Here is another music video which introduce the main actors in this series with their real names as well. For those who are fan of Japanese drama, Sano Izumi (Oguri Shun) is Hanazawa Rui from Hana Yori dango I and II. Ashiya Mizuki (Horikita Maki) is the heroine from Nobuta Wo Produce and Kurosagi.

To download the torrents for Hana Kimi drama go here. To watch them online in great quality or download them with veoh player go here. Also, you always can find them in youTube as well. Just search by it's name.


Now, about the next drama which is a really funny one that made me laugh all the time in the first half of it is called Delightful Girl Choon-Hyang which is Korean drama.



Shot at 2007-08-21

Title: Delightful Girl Choon-Hyang / Sassy Girl Chun-hyang
Genre: Romance Comedy
Episodes: 17
Status: Finished / Complete


Story

The opening for this drama is odd with the main actors wearing some old aged clothes. The story begins when Lee Mong-ryong a guy who gets in fight all the time and been transferring for many times is moving again as well. This time, he transferred from Seoul to a high school in Namwon. (Seoul is a big city while Namwon is like a country side village). He accidentally see Chun-Hyang a girl climbing the wall and jumping to the other side and fall on him while he was shooting a video on his cellphone, so he got embarrassing video of her. She checked his cellphone and was shocked and ended up smashing his phone. In return, Mong-ryong who was upset, got her cellphone as replacement because she didn't agree to repair his and ran away. As a result, they kept in contact, to discover later that they are in the same school as well.

After some events where Mong-ryong and Chun-Hyang ended up sleeping in the same place, but nothing happened between them, they found themselves forced into marriage by their families. They had to agree on the mirrage or Chun-Hyang who is a top student is going to lose her chance of getting into the best University. So, with time, they both develop some feelings for each other and Chun-Hyang change the lazy and spoiled Mong-Ryong to a better man. She even helped him in his studies and he gained that allow him to go to the best University in South Korea as her.

However, Chae-rin who is Mong-ryong's first love who rejected him at the beginning which was one of the reasons he changed his mind about marriage, was dumped. At that time, she started to turn her attentions to Mong-ryong and confess her love to him.

Also, things becomes more complicated when a strict cold man Byun Hak-do falls in love with Chun-hyang who her love changed him to be more softer.

~ Spoilers ~

However, when she refuse him many times and no matter how hard he tries, rather than giving up. Byun Hak-do becomes more determined to make her fall in love with him at any cost taking advantage of the relationship between Mong-ryong and Chae-rin to end up teaming up with Chae-rin to break the couple and their marriage as well. When all their plans seems to fail, Byun Hak-do set up Mong-Ryong for a crime and videotape it to blackmail Chun-hyang into breaking up with Mong-Ryong and being with him instead only a few days before their official wedding ceremony.



Chun-hyang who is forced to obey break up with her husband and pretend to be with Byun Hak-do and do everything he says until the day they are going to leave to Japan together. She ran off from the plane and went on hiding from everyone. What will happen when she ran into Byun Hak-do again? and what will Mong-Ryong do when he know the truth behind her request of divorce?? That is what will you know after you watch this awesome funny drama.

I give this drama 9/10 to be one of the funniest drama I ever watched. It even have some scenes after the episode ends which is as funny as the drama is. My rating was based on the story, the amazing soundtracks that are cute and warm and the characters personalities and acting which is great. This drama also has a part where everything gets complicated and you're not sure how it will end up like.

This is a good music video that I enjoyed watching. It sums up the whole drama. Hope you'll enjoy it too!! ^_^



Here is another good music video that I liked.

To download this drama go here. To watch the series online or download it from Veoh Player, go here.

Wow, the time truly move quickly since it's already afternoon and I didn't sleep yet, lol. Well, I'm out for now!! Good day everyone! ^_^

ღ University is approaching ღ

Finally, university is coming closer and closer by the day and although I'm ready for it (I think) still I will have a hard time saying goodbye to my holiday. I did many things in my holiday that I am satisfied so far. I watched a lot of movies that I missed because of studying. Also, I watched awesome Korean and Japanese Drama that I truly and still enjoying. I watched wonderful anime, read a lot of manga and went shopping for uni. I even took lessons learning Japanese language which so far going really good. Hopefully I'll be able to write the Kanji easily soon.

I've been watching an awesome Korean Drama called "Coffee Prince" which is still airing but it's really addictive. I got hooked to it from the first episode and couldn't stop myself from watching. Here is my review about this awesome drama.




Coffee Prince / 커피프린스 1호점 (or "The 1st Shop of Coffee Prince")
Number of Episodes: 17 + 1 special
Broadcasting Company: MBC
Subbed Episodes So Far: 12
Genre: Romance, Comedy.



Go Eun Chan is a cheerful girl who had to take care of her family after her father died when she was sixteen and started working non stopping to feed her family (her mother and younger sister) by having multiple jobs for the whole day. She is a tomboy who doesn't care for her looks and dress up like guys. One day because of an accident, she was mistaken for a guy by Choi Han Seong. Being asked to be a lover for Choi Han Seong and being paid for it, Go Eun Chan agrees and keep pretending to be a guy. Together they ruined all the arranged marriage done by his grandmother. However, they both starts developing feelings to each other and Choi Han Seong employs Go Eun Chan in his cafe called "Coffee Prince" where only men are working. She kept hiding the truth and couldn't confess to Choi Han Seong about being a woman although she fell in love with him being afraid that he'll fire her. Choi Han Seong who thinks that Go Eun Chan is a man, start having a deep pain and fights over his homosexuality feelings towards her. So, when he discovers that she lied to him and that she's actually a woman, what do you think would happen?? Will they stay together, or not?? Will she be able to work again in Coffee Prince? Watch the drama to know what's going to happen.

I give this drama 10/10 for having great soundtracks that melts the hearts. For having a great story and definitely awesome characters. The drama doesn't concentrate only on those main characters, but they have other characters like the co-workers in the "Coffee Prince", and other main characters as well. Still, there are deep secrets that yet to be revealed.

To know more about this drama or download the episodes, subtitles and OST visit Soompi or D-Addicts.

Here is a music video for Coffee Prince in youTube which. You can also find the 12 subbed episode on youTube or veoh and download them as well. Much better quality than youTube and have more features as well, but you have to register, then download the Veoh Tv player and then, you'll be able to download as much videos as you want and torrents without having a limitation. If you don't want to search for them, just visit Hoomie and watch the 12 episodes online. Anyway, enjoy the music video for now!! ^_^




And for those who like K-Pop, this music video is for you!! Also, another awesome music video with Back Street Boys song "Inconsolable" Enjoy ^_^

Other than this drama I watched a lot of other finished drama like Dal Ja's Spring, Delightful Girl Chun Hyang, Kurosagi and Nobuto Wo Produce. Also, I'm currently watching unfinished Japanese Drama called "Hana Kimi" which is awesome originally taken from a manga from the same name. I will write more reviews about these dramas after a while.

Since university is going to start in the 2nd of September, I have a little more time to enjoy the rest of my holiday. I bought everything needed for uni and I'm going to move to a new hostel (or dorm) as well. Much better place than where I used to be, so I have a feeling that this semester is going to be a better one and I'm going to try my best to start strong, studying comes in the first place and everything else in second. It used to be the opposite, but from now on, I will change that and hopefully it will work. Anyway, I'm out for now and I'll try to post something soon.

Good day for everyone!! :)

~ Back again ~

It's been a long time since my last post and I'm glad to post again after finishing a long sad time of finals and school. Most of the grades aren't as I expected and in the end I failed to raisemy GPA, but I hope that will change in the future though.

So, I was planning on taking a summer course, but I didn't find any in my uni, so I decided to take one in Italy, but sadly, the trip was canceled in the end. It's for the better though since in this way I'll be able to enjoy my holidy especially that I don't feel like studying at all. The first thing I did after finishing my finals was playing videogames or to be exact PS2. Then, I was planning on going to the cinema, but I didn't like any of the movies shown at that time, so I went to the arcade instead and kept playing the whole day till my legs couldn't carry me anymore :p

Motsly, my holiday is playing videogames, or watching movies, or designing, or writing, or being online. I wanted to take some learning courses online at least at the beginning of July, but I didn't yet. I'm planning to though since I want to take advantage of this holiday. I'm thinking of taking some programming lessons and learning more of Japanese language. I hope that it will be enjoyable as I believe it will be.

Lately, I've been having trouble sleeping. I always have problem with my sleeping habits from time to time, but this time is bad as before when I was in uni. At that time,. I couldn't sleep at all or at least for 1 or 2 hours only. But now, I ca't sleep no matter how hard I try till I get really tired and can't open my eyes anymore. I mean, I stay almost everyday till 9 am or even more. I sometimes even stay till 1 pm or more. My mom is really mad at me and want me to change my sleeping habits and I hope I'll be able to since I know it's not good for my body. but, I tried so many times and I even go to bed early and stay for more than 5 hours not feeling sleepy at all. So, I'm kind of tired of wasting my time like that and thought of taking advantage of it by doing something. It seems like my mom rather me staying in bed than doing anything at all :p

I'm currently listening to a lovely song that I truly like which called "Dear Life" from "Step Up" movie soundtracks and I just love this song. Here the lyrics for the song.

"Dear Life"

Oh my baby, Oh my Love
Oooooooooh woah, oh, woah...woah

Early was the morn
Flowers filled with dew
I became somebody through loving you
Softly as a child
Born in natural rain
I predict the seasons to go unchanged

Sometimes in life
You run across a love unknown,
Without a reason, it seems like you belong
Hold on Dear Life
Don’t go off running from what’s new
I became somebody through loving you

Warm was the sun
That covered my body so
Reminded me of you as I’d first known
Those was the days
The days that changed my life
And made me new
I became somebody through loving you

Sometimes in life
You run across a love unknown
Without a reason, it feels like you belong
Hold on Dear Life
Don’t go off running from what’s new
I became somebody through loving you

As the sun shined
Down on me
I know with you in love is where I wanna be
Oooh sometimes
I go on through life
thinking that love is something that
Not meant for me

Woooah...Somebody, somebody.

Hold on dear life
Don’t go off running from what’s new
I became somebody through loving you
I became somebody through loving you
Oh, I became somebody through loving you
Woah, oh. Oooooooooooo


I don't have anything more to say, nothing really happened, it's the same old things all over again. I just missed my friends and I certainly will check on your blogs soon. Take care till then and wish you all a good day! :)

~ Final Exams ~

"Hard times always give me the ability to continue, teach me how hard life is and whatever comes at that time is horrible, but in the end after I get what I want and reach my goal, everything draws a smile on my face because of the pleasure feeling that comes after the hard work"

It's been a long time since my last post in here and it's because I had a lot going on and I needed to take care of cause they are my top priority. Mostly it's because of the quizes, projects, tests, homework and now finals. I don't even have the time to have fun or actually I do, but it's a little and not as I used to have before >.<


A lot have been going on. I finished one of my finals and I'm starting my second one next week. I have been through a lot considering a project with my group which I totally ended up hating myself for it. I wanted another subject for the project and it ended up being something totally different and I ended up doing all the work too which was kind of disappointing because the group is people I know and I'm kind of considering them as friends, but they totally showed as something else. Still, they are good people that I enjoy hang out with, but they are not cool at all when it comes to work. I was planning on working alone on the project I want, but I felt bad for them because I'm going to leave them alone without help and they are only two and I'm the third in the group which is supposed to be 5-6 actually, so it's truly not fair and anyway it was good, but not fun so it's kind of lost the whole purpose.

Other than that, I've been having a good chats with some friends online and I truly discovered that I'm so opened online and closed in real life. It's like I am a totatly different person :p but it's kind of fun since that more than enough to me to be who I want to be, but can't in real life. Trust is a big issue for me and it's not like I don't trust others, it's just openning up to them that is a whole different story.

Anyway, some of the fun I had last week was me and friend SomZ made something that made us laugh so hard, but enjoy our time in the same time. This is what we wrote:


I saw her in the street wearing red and white
She caught my heart really uptight
She said hi, I said bye
I wanted to talk but I was really shy
She called her mom and told a lie
That I talked to her, but she didn’t reply
I was really shocked and gave her the eye
She said I’m sorry but I had to try
I said don’t worry, and waved goodbye
She turned around and started to cry
I couldn’t resist the tears in her eyes
She was too cute to be passed by
Except I knew, she was playing high
I went to her and said why
She said just go, don’t even try
You had your chance and you let it fly
She played it tough, acting hard to get
I told her fine! I don’t give a shit

LOL, that was funny to make and truly changed my mood. Anyway, that's all for now and I'm not sure if I'll be able to post soon or after the finals, but see you till next time.


For those who are reading this, I missed all of you guys especially Funky, Mitsu, Faith, AD_Queen and TL. I've been wondering how were you lately and sorry I'm not even viewing your blogs anymore, but I will after I finish my finals, start my summer holiday and have fun like a mad girl :p

~ Creative Stuff ~

I know I've been away for a long time, but I have exams and projects that I yet still not finished. In this post I'm going to post the avatars I made and promised you all about and I wrote a lot of things recently that I would like to share with you too.

"When I close my eyes"

When I close my eyes
I can see you clearly
With a smile on your face
You opened your arms for me
When I close my eyes
I can hear you whispering
With a nice breeze of your breath
You told me “I love you”
When I close my eyes
I can feel your touch
With those hands of yours
You held me closely
When I close my eyes
I wish I never opened them
Knowing you will not be there
Wanting to stay in the dream forever


"Loneliness"

Loneliness kills me inside
Pulling me to a dark room
Blind cover everything
Not being able to see anything
I move around searching
For someone to show me the way
The way to my home
The way to my life
Nothing feels the same
Pain is everywhere
Trying to ignore the thoughts
Trying to ignore the pain
Not knowing how to leave
Not knowing the way to the door
I keep on searching
Not giving up yet
Thinking about the reason
Why should I return?
Will someone miss me now
Then I hear a voice within me
A voice that tells me
You are not alone


" To forgive "

To forgive
Is not to forget
To forgive
Is not to hold back
To forgive you need to know
That after it you will let go
To forgive is to remember
That we have a room in our heart
To start all over again


"Thoughts"

Being lost in my thoughts
without figuring out a thing
Being confused by my heart
without knowing what it means
Being hurt by some friends
without having any reasons
Being stubborn by my pride
without thinking about others
Being thinking about all of this
without sorting anything yet


" Missing Piece "

Knowing that I need to do something
Yet not being able to change anything
Wondering about how I am to you
Yet not accepting to know the answer
Having no reason to be this confused
Yet not believing the emptiness in my soul
Wanting to know your place in my heart
Yet not being able to admit it to myself
Asking a lot of questions on my mind
Yet not having anyone to answer them
Trying to believe that you weren't a dream
Yet not seeing any sign of you to say you aren't
Wishing for you to show up in my life again
Yet not ready to be in pain all over again
Admitting defeat is what I really should say
Yet not being able to give up on you in this way
Hoping that you read this wherever you are
Yet not sure if that's what I truly want
Having nothing more to add or say
Yet not happy to finish it this way

I made a wallpaper after a long time, hope you like it because I know I did ^_^

http://www.imagehost.ro/viewer.php?img=141440334620bdb18ddd5

The avatars I made are this:



I don't think I'll be posting soon, but I'll try to as soon as I finish my exams and have some free time. Wish you all a good day!!

PS: Mitsu, Funky, Faith, AD_Queen, TL, and for those I forgot to mention. I miss you all and hope you're doing great guys!! Take care and see ya soon! ^_^

~ HoPe A NeW DaY wIlL WaSh AwAy My WorRiEs ~

For some reason right now I’m confused with being tired and having a little headache and a little bad feeling considering my studies. I have no idea what should I do to make myself study for real. I only study for real whenever the exam is tomorrow and I always study at the last moment which is the most thing I hate in me. I mean, I like to finish my projects early, my homework sometimes and work, but when it comes to studying, I just leave it to the end of the list. I do not say that I don’t study, I really do. However, it’s not enough since I’m planning to have great grades and increase my GPA. I tried studying in the weekend back at my home, but after couple of days, I just forget everything. But, I find it easier when I restudy it again later. I need a little push up to study and leave the fun to the last. I always prefer playing first, then studying which is bad since I waste a lot of time on playing and have a short time on studying. Then, I have to sleep so late and sometimes I don’t even sleep at all and continue till the next day which is bad for my brain, my body and health. I’ll try my best this week to change that in me. I have a lot of homework and I didn’t even solved one since the submitting is due next week, so I just say to myself that I have a lot of time. I need to organize myself from now, so I walk after it till I graduate and have a good plan on studying and everything.

Another thing that upset me and confuse me is me not being able to design lately because I don’t feel like it and I don’t have inspiration at all. It’s weird since I was a designing maniac who design like 5 awesome wallpapers in a day or at least at the end of my day, I feel like I accomplished something.

Something that slipped my mind and I never thought about is Creating a program or at least a simple one. I don’t even know how to do it and it’s like I’m just waiting till couple of years later to learn what I need to know in order to program something, but there are a lot of things that I can do instead of waiting like reading about it and learning by myself because that’s what true learning is. It’s all about going after what you want to know and you long to know by yourself and by your hard work and you’ll be satisfied by the results. It’s not really a difficult thing to do since I love it and I enjoy it and even if it was a little hard to understand at first, I just need to try over and over again till I accomplish what I want. In order to solve this one, I’m thinking of having some lessons online or read some websites for that purpose and improve my coding and even learn new languages to code on which I believe is going to be handy for sure and going to make me one step closer to my dream of becoming a videogames designer and maker ^__^

I’m also a little mad that I didn’t take any Japanese lessons lately because I’m too busy on studying and having exams everyday, but I’ll do my best to learn at least something everyday even if it was a simple thing. I’m also thinking of taking French course next semester to learn French. I know I’m going to enjoy it a lot!! :D

A lot has happened in this week which I'll write about later in details and specially about .Net Club.

~ I've been tagged by Mitsu ~

The Rule says:“Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose 5 people to be tagged and list their names. No tagbacks!”

Here I go:

1. I talk to myself whenever there is something that upset me.
2. I only love kids when they're quiet and still not able to move because as soon as they move, they become a pain in the ass.
3. I'm allergic to Ketchup and tomato.
4. Everyone tells me that I'm a moody person (I'm in the black list of Mitsu >.<)
5. I take an hour or a half till I fall a sleep.
6. I love to write whenever I'm upset whether it explaining why am I upset or just some quotes and songs.
7. Hot weather, shouting people and feeling hungry makes me angry and drive me mad.
8. I carry my laptop with me wherever I go even in meetings (I'm so loyal ^_^)
9. I take a lot of online lessons in whatever that interest me like Japanese and French language and also Programming.
10. I love to put my laptop in my stomach whenever I'm working on it or watching something (it's something I can't help since I hate putting it in the desk I just like ot put on my legs or stomach)

So, I tag:

*!~Faith~!*
Tortured Lady
Missy
S-Dolphin
butterfly wishez

Mitsu: This is what you asked for hon and I hope you like it. Although it’s so simple. Anyway, hope you will like it and tell me honestly what do you think about it!!

~ BusY dAyS ~

I've been busy a lot lately. I have too load of work, quizes and tests which made me unable to be online for a while. Last week, I had 3 quizes and a test with some homework I have to submit. Some of the quizes were a little hard, but others were good. I'm waiting for the grades and I hope I did well in them all. Also, I have a big goal this semester which is to study from the beginning. I always study whenever I have a quiz or a test, but I want to change that since I want to increase my GPA this course. I don't want to end up regretting not being able to increase it and put the blame on myself. I'll just do everything I can and whatever I get will satisfy me since I worked hard for it. A while ago, I read something on the Internet which touched my heart and I'd love to share it with you all..

A friend is someone we turn to
when our spirits need a lift.
A friend is someone we treasure
for our friendship is a gift.
A friend is someone who fills our lives
with beauty, joy, and grace.
And makes the whole world we live in
a better and happier place.

Many people will walk in
and out of your life,
but only true friends will leave
footprints in your heart

I trully believe in that, it's only true friends who are going to stay forever in our heart and mind. They're memories will always remain in our life.

I've been back to writing again after a long time and I wrote a lot of things which I'm going to post later along with the things I made using photoshop. I guess this are one of the reasons that I'm not online lately since I'm the kind of person who focus in one thing. Lately, I've been focusing on my friends and enjoying my time with them. Also, I've been focusing in having fun at my current hostel since I'm going to move out the next semester and be seperated from all the people I know there. This hostel carried a lot of memories these past two years. I had a lot of hard situations, but also good ones as well. I met a lot of great people and some of them are my best friends now. Whenever I walk in this hostel, each spot has a memory of it's own whether it was with a friend, or being alone in pain. Even the bad memories aren't that bad now and I don't hate to think about them as before.

I trully believe that there are things that changed in me since I entered university, but I don't find them all bad. I'm more social now and I finally stood up for myself when I get hurt. I used to forget about my feelings and care only for others, but uni taught me that I should only care for myself first in order to care for others. I also cherish time more now and hate to waste it on people who don't deserve it. I try myself to learn the word "NO" whenever it's needed, but it's still a little hard for me to say it to others when I don't want to do something.

Mostly, the door to my past has opened again and I'm trying to see the bright side of it and remember the happy times and have a soft smile when I remember the bad times. I discovered something that I find special. Everything that we think is impossible and can't bear with it till forever heals with time. Time trully heal everything even the most painful moments. We sure still remember them and maybe our chests ache whenever their thought across our mind, but still it's not as before. I find out that "Where there is a will, there is a way". Life goes on no matter what you do, it's only your choice whether to move on leaving the past behind your back and make it a push up to the coming, or being locked with the past and each moment for you is painful and reminder of everything that happened before.

I'm happy to say that I'm the kind who is letting go of the past and looking forward for the future and living the present as each new day is a new beginning in the biggest adventure in the whole world which is to live..

Anyway, I gotta go to sleep now. Good night everyone and hope you have a happy good day!! See ya all! ^__^

~ SoMe Wallpapers FrOm ThE PaSt ~

Although I have a blog, I never posted any wallpapers of what I make. I used to have a lot of them since I was so addicted to Photoshop, but unfortuntly my PC was formatted and all of them were gone and I was able only to save a few things. At that time I was preparing for making a website called "Games World" which I wanted it to be for videogames mainly, and a little part for anime and manga. After that I didn't really design a lot like I used to. Maybe because those stuff were my hard work for years and they were more than 400 wallpapers which I made in two years and I really loved them. Anyway, enough from opening a big wound of my heart since the website already was made and gone with the wind in mins. I hope everyone will like these wallpapers and make comments on them. They are old, but not that bad, LOL!!

All of them are 800 x 600





I also like to write a lot. I think I should post something I wrote in the future and show off to you guys, LOL!!

~ It'S FiNaLlY hErE ~

Good Morning everyone!!

This week was really long for me. Uni is back and I couldn't post anything since I was almost all the time with my friends just enjoying my time since there is no real studying in first week. I also wasn't able to be here since I don't have my laptop this week. But, I trully enjoyed it with some of my friends, but other times I was really bored and had bad headaches. I'm happy that the weekend is finally here, so I can sleep probably for these few days since my sleep turned upside down because of uni.

I finally at home and my stomach hurts me like hell since I ate a lot. I miss my mom food and I barely eat in uni in the hostel, I only eat while I'm in the college which are all junk food. I'm also thinking of going to the gym and started working out a little bit so my body have it's original shape before I enter the uni (I gained weight since I came to uni). I'm drinking my fav drink now which is Dew and I think it's probably the big reason for me to gain weight, LOL!!

I'm planning to play today the whole day and tomorrow I'll study a little and I'll solve the h.w I have and prepare my things for uni again and then go back to playing and sleeping. I'll try my best and work hard this course to raise my GPA and have good marks and hopefully a lot of "A", lol so I might not be active like I used to since I need to study everyday and not just when I have a quiz and exams, but still I'll be updating whenever I got the time. So, see ya around everyone and I'll try to check on ur blogs from time to time and I hope you all doing good with your studying or work. Good luck and take care you all!! ^__^

~ I've BeEn TaGgEd ~

Good morning everyone!!

I've been tagged by Mitsu...Thanks hon!!

10 Things you don't know about me??

1. My mood becomes bad the whole day if I was a waked by noises or someone noisy

2. Whatever I hear when I wake up is going to be on my mind the whole day (like if I set the alarm on my cell and it was a song or whatever, it will never leave my mind that day)

3. I love Graphic Design a lot!!

4. I hate people who cheat and make rumors a lot!!

5. I become so upset and full of worries whenever a friend is in a problem or bad mood. (I care sometimes way too much!)

6. I can walk away from friends if I started to hate things in them

7. I hate routine and like to do things different all the time

8. In holidays I like staying so late till the next morning and enjoy my time in anything I like specially the Internet ;)

9. I dislike Arabic teachers and prefer Foreign teachers a lot!! (it's easy to communicate with them)

10. I hate chocolate and I love Vanilla

Ok, this is sooo hard since almost everyone being tagged. Anyway, I tag!!

*!~Faith~!*
TorturedLady
Teep
Dark_AngeL
CeCe

~ YoU mEaN a LoT tO mE ~

Finally in a good mood after a looooong time!! I've been talking to my friend Stranger yesterday till the morning :P and I felt really happy. I don't know why, maybe because I missed her so much and we used to spend a lot of time in uni together and that happened yesterday too ^__^

I also probably said a lot of things which made me feel relaxed and relieved for opening up something to her. I'm trully grateful for having you. I don't think anyone would know me more than you do sweety!! We are so much a like that it probably made us this close. I'm so happy that I met you and this song is dedicated for you hon. Hope you like it!!



PS: For all those who supported me and being there for me, I love you guys and this song is also for you!!

~ A MeLoDy ThAt ChAnGeD mY LiFe ~

In a time when I was lost and lonely and needed someone to be close to me, but pushing everyone away and thinking I'm better off friends because of stuff that happened to me before. This melody was the light for me. I have no idea why though, but it made me smile and feel safe and calm. It filled me with many emotions and feelings that I can't explain or describe. All I know is that I found myslf after hearing this. I found the light that guided me through a lot of hard times. I loved this melody so much and I cherished it a lot. It means a lot to me although some ppl may think it's lame or plain. I find it awesome and amazing!!

It's from a game called Final Fantasy 9 which is one of my fav of FF series. I enjoyed this game so much and I even played it more than 20 times and it have 4 CDs *eyes wide open* Wow!! I also love the main song for this game which called "Melodies Of Life". A part of this song touched my heart so deep and I felt as if it was made for me. A lot of ppl think that videogames are for kids and has no use at all, but for me it was everything since ppl was nothing to me and I was pushing my family away since I have a hard time opening up my heart to anyone or say how I feel. I hope you'll like the melody which called "Song Of Memory" and the song of this game.

I made this music player on it's memory and it has some of my fav songs and melodies from the game ^_^



I hope you'll like my iPod player which was made a long ago, but I forgot about it, LOL!!

~ Weird Things ~

So, some ppl have a weird behaviour on doing things, but some ppl have a weird way in celebrating. Watch this!!



The weird thing is the response for this video. It's cool!!





Today was pretty much normal for me. Didn't do anything important. I just watched a couple episodes for Shounen Onmyouji which was very cool!! I also watched some episodes from Devil Beside You Taiwanee Drama. It's based on manga, but I forgot it's name, but anyway the drama rocks!! It's really cool and funny :D

I have some free time and pretty mad because I don't have Adobe Photoshop to make new designs and design a layout for this blog >.< I'm getting bored with this one already, but I guess I'm gonna change it soon.

Can't imagine that I'll be back to uni after few days. Damn, this vacation wasn't that long and I didn't have so fun on it and now I hope if I go back in time to the beginning of it, so I can really enjoy it to the fulliest :D I need to prepare a lot of stuff for uni and specially mentally I think cause I wanna just sit at home and play some videogames or being online enjoying my time. But I guess, we can't have everything we want I mean life isn't that easy. Maybe, the most reason for me not wanting to go is because I decided to cut off a lot of my time online and concetrate in studying since my grades last semester were simply shit. I hope I'll do better this semester and I also can't wait to meet AD_Queen for the first time and Funky again and have a good long chat about how did we meet by our blogs, LOL!!

~ SuiTaBLe FoR aLl AgEs ~

This anime is awesome and yet suitable to all the ages. It's about some kids who has special powers which are called Alice. This anime is called Gakuen Alice.

Gakuen Alice

Alternative titles:
Alice Academy
La Academia Alice
学園アリス



Story: Mikan is a girl full of vitality living in a local town. She followed her best friend Hotaru who had moved, and she finally reached to Alice Gakuen. But it was a special school that only those who had special abilities called “Alice” could enter. She managed to enter the school, but how did she manage to enter? and what will happen to her life in that school?

This anime is 26 episodes which was first released at 1994, but finally continued being subbed recently. This anime was really hard to find and dropped by all the sub groups, but finally ADTRW has picked up this series and slowly been releasing new episodes and I'll have the chance to finally finish watching it :D

These are the links for the episodes that was released and I'll post more of them when they are out.

Episode 1
Episode 2
Episode 3
Episode 4
Episode 5
Episode 6
Episode 7
Episode 8
Episode 9
Episode 10
Episode 11
Episode 12
Episode 13
Episode 14
Episode 15
Episode 16
Episode 17
Episode 18
Episode 19

~ My FoRm ~

So, I saw this in one of the blogs I was surfing and I loved the idea. It will make me know more about my visitors (if I had any, LOL) and I wanna know what ppl think about my blog. Hope everyone will stop by and fill in this form. I made it simple, so that everyone could fill it and it won't take more than 5 mintues.


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~ OMG!! Real Final Fantasy ~

If you're a Final Fantasy Fan like me, don't you ever wish for it to become true?!?! Specially when you got the chance to have all those adventure. I guess the answer is, who doesn't?? :D



Of course, the adventure continue.



They all are my friend's boddies. What do u think about it? I loved it actually and I hoped that my friend will on it too, but they made it when he was away!! Too bad *.*

~ FuNnY ThInGs ~

An idea came to my mind today and it was: " I know a lot of funny videos, but I never shared them, how come? ". These things go back for year or more, so I'm not sure if you saw it or not but I'll post them anyway. I saw them at YouTube, so enjoy everyone!! I'm sure they will crack you down :D

To all the ppl who are in pain, sadness, unhappy and tired. Hope this will bright your day!! Remember that there are ppl who care about u guys and just forget all the bad things, life goes on whether your happy or not, so why have the long face ^_^



Don't you ever wish that you'll have a voice like backstreet boys. I know I do and I'm sure these two also hope the same, LOL!!



A friend told me about this video which some of his friends made. I think they have a good talent at making ppl laugh!! LOL

(¯`·._ _.·´¯)_MaBrỖoỖoỖoK UAE_(¯`·._ _.·´¯)

Congrats to UAE for winning the Cup!! Hope that you'll always be this happy and may you always take the lead in everything!! MabroOoOk yal abya'9 El foz!!

~ FoR aLl AnImE lOvErS ~

I'm an anime maniac till the core and I thought about sharing the latest anime which I find them awesome. This is the list of anime was released in Fall 2006, but still not finished..


1- Death Note:


Summary:Yagami Light is a top high school student who is bored with his life. However, this change when he picks up a Death Note off the ground. The human whose name is in the notebook will die. At first, Light is doubtful of this claim but decides to give it a try, and he soon discovers the mysterious power that the notebook wields. What would you do if you were granted the power to kill?

Impression: I have just one word to say, awesome. Obata is one of my favourite manga artist, but I was afraid that the drawing won't be like the manga when it transfer to anime form. But, I was totally wrong since it's awesome and I love each part of it. The anime is perfect. I love how I can never predict what's gonna happen next, it's like each step ahead is a surprise. This anime didn't finish yet and have a 15 episodes released already. I recommend everyone to watch it. It's my number one fav anime.

Some pics for the anime:




2- Ghost Hunt:


Summary: After being involved in an incident which accidentally injures Kazuya’s assistant, Mai finds herself having to replace him. So what exactly does she have to do? Assist the 17-year-old Kazuya Shibuya of the Shibuya Psychic Research Center in investigating the paranormal happenings of a supposedly haunted school. Will they find ghosts?

Impression: The animation is awesome!! I loved how this anime is turned to be like a horror movie. I find it great in every way. I loved the story, animation and the characters. I recommend this anime to everyone who likes mystery's or horror's genre.

Some pics for the anime:




3- Yamato Nadesico Shichi Henge:


Summary: 4 boys living in a big mansion. The problem is that they don't have enough money to pay the rent and the owner of the mansion let them live in the mansion with one condition which is to transfer her niece from being creepy to being a lady. Will they succeed?

Impression: Although I hate sometimes how the guys looks so girly, but I love how funny is the anime. The animation is great except how the guys look, but everything else is great. This anime reminds me of Ouran Host Club in being so silly, but yet funny. To everyone who likes comedy anime, this is the one ur looking for specially since it's been directed by Nabeshin.

Some pics for the anime:




4- Shounen Onmyouji:


Summary: The Heian Era, a time of unprecedented cultural growth for Japan. Enshrouded within both the history and mythology of this time period are the Onmyouji, who performed tasks for the court from keeping track of the calendar to divination to warding off evil spirits. Abe no Masahiro is the grandson of the most reknowned Onmyouji of all, Abe no Seimei. However, unlike his famous grandfather, Masahiro exhibits no signs of supernatural ability that is, until a rabbit-fox-demon falls from the sky and forever changes his life.

Impression: I like this anime and the animation is awesome. Although at first I thought it's gonna be boring been historical and stuff, but it wasn't. It's not even historical anime. Maybe the first episodes are a little boring, but after some episodes, this anime takes the lead. You won't be able to resist it and you'll even get addcited to it.

Some pics for the anime:




5- D.Gray Man:


Summary: Writing the script of mankind’s demise is the Millenium Earl, who uses a human being’s personal tragedy in order to create an Akuma. Akuma are living weapons, souls that are tormented by their sins, which are programmed to evolve as weapons for the Millenium Earl’s own ambitions. And it is the job of an Exorcist to stop this.

Impression: I liked this anime which has a manga of the same name. The animation is great. The colours tended on the darker side of the spectrum, which works well for the atmosphere of this series. I also like this series.

Some pics for the anime:

Happy Eid Everyone!!

Wishing you every happiness at Eid. Hope your Eid day will be full of cheerful moments that fills your life with wonderful memories. Eid Mubarak to all of you!!

I didn't do much at Eid. My parents were away and I felt very bad about it because it's the first Eid to spend it without my parents. Today and finally they are home and I'm too happy that I can't believe that finally I'll spend my Eid in a good and enjoyable way ^_^ Welcome back Mom and Dad!! Happy to have you home finally because home isn;t the same without you guys.

Sayonara Baby!!

Goodbye to 2006 which was a mixed year for me. It made me happy many times and sad in other times. I can't believe that another year has passed again without accomplishing something big in my life. I had a lot of wonderful things in this year. I made a lot of great friends that I'm trully happy with. I also learned a lot of things in this year although it was in the hard way and the most things I learned about was knowing myself more. Also, a tip to everyone out there. "Never make promises for the future, you never know what's gonna happen and you probably won't be able to keep them". I never realized that this is one of the biggest mistakes I ever done.

Furthermore, I trully hope that 2007 is gonna be better for me and that I will achieve something big in my life and specially in my studyings since my grades are going down at the moment >.< I just hope that I'll have a more interesting year and maybe include enjoyment in it too. So, farewell 2006 and hello to 2007!!

Happy New Year everyone!! :D I hope it will be a great year for everyone filled with joy and happiness!! Have fun!